Confession Of A Foolish Mind
“Never saw it as the start…it’s more a change of heart. Rapping on the window and whistling down the chimney pot. Blowing up the dust in the room where I forgot…I laid my plans in solid rock.”
- Ocean Colour Scene -
I read an article last week about sexual ideology. It mentioned bout how low statistically the people in this particular place believe in sex after marriage and the people who believe that there should be only one partner is getting lesser and lesser. Well…I’m not being judgemental wutsoever…it’s just that it kinda reminded me of a conversation I had with a girl some time ago. It was an interesting conversation….it wasn’t all bout the idea of sex…it’s also bout the idea of faithfulness….and just like any other fulfilling conversation…I did enjoy it. So…the conversation went on to somethin like this…
Girl : So…K…getting lucky tonite?
Me : Wut? Wut in our history of friendship that makes u think I will get lucky?
Girl : Oh…C’mon K…don’t tell me that u don’t wanna get lucky.
Me : Hahaha! Well…I’d love to…but not like wut u’ve just suggested.
Girl : Wut do ya mean?
Me : I don’t believe in meaningless sex. Moreover…I believe that I should only have sex with my wife…whoever she is. Hehehe.
Girl : Hahaha! Nice one K! (pushing my face away in other direction)
Me : Yupp…nice one! And it’s true. 
Girl : (Grinning in surprise) U kiddin me me rite? U don’t believe in that do u?
Me : Why not?
Girl : It’s not normal K…we’re not in the 50’s anymore K! Or is it because of ur religion?
Me : Well…yeah…in a way.
Girl : Rite..rite.. But I don’t think that it’s possible for u.
Me : Hehehe. Why so? Girl : Guys like u can’t avoid sex. Even if u stand strong by that thought of yours….u’ll eventually get lured by some girls. Now…don’t tell me that u can stand that. Hehehe.
Me : Ohh…C’mon…I’m not that hot that someone would come and seduce me.
Girl : Well…says u! U just don’t see it do ya? Open your eyes and take a look around K…there are girls who want u…they’re just waiting for your signal.
Me : Hahahaha! U must be kiddin me. U know wut? Spare me the details. I don’t wanna know. Hehehe.
Girl : See…u just don’t care (pushing my face again). So…U sayin that u can stand seduction?
Me : Hahaha. I don’t think so! U know wut…I’m no different from any guys u know when it comes to this…but I have to find a way so that it wouldn’t happen. U know wut I mean?
Girl : Yeah…but how so?
Me : To me the best way is to avoid anything that could lead to it. If I show no interest…no girl would be stupid enough to seduce me…rite?
Girl : Hmmm….maybe. So…u’ve been avoiding all these years?
Me : Yupp! Hehehe. And saving myself for that special someone. Hehehe.
Girl : (Rolling her eyes) Well…I think it is a rather stupid idea. Hehehe.
Me : Really? Maybe so…but I’ll stick to it.
Girl : But then again…maybe u’re just hopeless romantic. But u know wut? U could be a victim of ur own stupidity ya know?
Me : Wut do ya mean? Girl : If u gonna get someone who has the same idea…it would be a blessing…but if otherwise…well…God knows wut will happen. It’s too risky K. Being too faithful can hurt u more than u know.
Me : Yeah…I know. I’m pretty much aware of the risk. U know…it’s like this…I know wut I’m in for…and I’m willing to take the risks.
Girl : Hmm…don’t say that I didn’t warn u.
Me : Hehehe. Don’t worry. I won’t Oh yeah…I forgot. Are u getting lucky tonite? Hehehe.
Girl : Ouhh…Fuckin hell! Shut up K! Well…since u’ve mentioned it….maybe I will. Hahaha. Just pray that u will never have a girlfriend like me!
Me : Hahahaha!
“Akan Kita Bersama…Selama-lamanya Kau lah segala…yang ku nantikan selama ini di hati Nescaya cinta ini…untuk kau dan aku.”
- Sheila Majid -
